Feelings

Typed the days following last entry: I feel like I have very little control over my emotions. Any question could trigger a laugh or a break down. I'm somewhere between calm and panic. Things seem bitter-sweet. I feel guilty for being away. I feel out of control of my future, and that is something I should be in control of.




Pics:
Beloved Sandias
Asphault soccer player
My Africa
Neighbors

Today:
Much more clear-headed these days, though most of you know that's still not saying much for me. ;-) But in terms of being able to focus on things outside of the immediacy of here and now, I am venturing forth. My dad is doing much better and that means I am too. Suffice to say, after getting out of the hospital and going through a solid round of antibiotics, he is well on his way to much better health. I don't panic now if we don't talk twice a day.
I've gotten back in the swing of things at work, though from what I understand this is the slowwww season.
Here's to new beginings and amazing friends and family. Thank you so much to those of you who were able to share some of your time with my dad and I. Your hearts are priceless and I can't thank you enough!